22: Uncomfortable With Authority

Despite the Mercury Retrograde (which I am absolutely, resolutely ignoring, this week has been pretty good to me so far), I've been trying a lot of new things. I started running again, I enrolled on a course (WSET L2), I did some public speaking and I've gone on a press trip by myself -- which meant flying by myself too.Despite my severe fear of flying (I might have mentioned it) I was more concerned about the public speaking. I'm never a fan of being treated as an authority. I'm a journalist. I do research and collate it; I get other people to give me authoritative quotes, and I fan around them with decorative waffle. Giving my opinion on anything makes me extremely uneasy, especially because my memory is notoriously bad and I can't stand up to further questioning. I'm also very willing to please, and hate getting into arguments. Everything unravels. Give me an hour and a sheet of paper and I'll give you a decent explanation.I think this is why I do things like enrol on official courses (see top paragraph) and all my books have annotations and bits of post-it sticking out of them. I want to learn. It would be nice to be an expert on something instead of a potterer in everything. But then people would ask me for my opinion, and I'd hate that.I'm in Dublin now, which is why this newsletter is so early. I'm getting to spend an hour in Guinness' archives. I think the stout festival should be more exciting -- and I'm looking forward to it, don't get me wrong -- but an hour in the archives? Dream. Living it.Other Stuff:

My Stuff

  • If you subscribe to Beer52/Ferment mag, you'll find two pieces by me in there this month -- one about the amazing Abbeydale Brewery Funk Fest, and one about the history and relevance of amphorae.

  • I put out a tweet earlier this week asking what you'd like me to write. I'm interested.

Unnamed Woman -- Charles Traub, 197?