23: Define Art

Since I never made it to galleries, and when I did I felt as though I shouldn't be there, I never saw much art throughout my teens and 20s. I never interacted with art. Even the word was fairly meaningless to me. I never thought about artist interpretation, or style, or choices. I thought people were born with a talent for deciphering the hidden messages behind the paint; you either got it, or you didn't. Some people understood art. I didn't. I assumed it was because art was not made for someone like me.I've always liked certain pieces -- I like Monet's studies of the Thames and the Houses of Parliament for eg. -- but I've only ever used them as Facebook headers, or phone backgrounds. I felt guilty about this. Like somehow I should be appreciative in a more respectful way.I've decided I was wrong.  If the most accessible way I can be inspired by great artists, and express myself through their work, is through a photograph of a painting on Instagram, then that's what I'm going to do. Looking at and trying to understand art has become something I do every day now, because of Instagram. I've gone from thinking art was unfathomable and for other people to enjoy, to appreciating it every time I scroll through my updates.There are gatekeepers at the entrance of every possible hobby, but when I look at paintings on my phone and get lost in the intense detail, or the beauty, or the abstraction, I feel like I've been shown in through a side entrance. In front of the non-judgemental glare of my phone screen I can soak in the textures of brushstrokes, or spend a moment experiencing deep feelings about light. Here I can learn and look and experience without feeling out of place.(Kindof related, huge coincidence: This week I saw that the National Extension College announced they will be running an online History of Art A Level starting in January 2020. I signed up immediately.)Other Stuff:

My stuff:I was shortlisted for the British Guild of Beer Writer's Long Live The Local award for writing about pubs this week, which I am very chuffed about. I thought this week I might share the pieces I put forward in my submission to be considered for this prize.

Fayum portrait of unnamed man, artist unknown. More reading: John Berger on the nature ofFayum paintings.