50: Where Have You Been?

A lot of the directions my life has taken have been because of my political views and ethics. I studied journalism because I wanted to report the truth (lol). I've been an activist in many ways since I was a kid. Ever since I got a peace sign sticker at a bike rally that said "Ban The Bomb" across the bottom, and I didn't know what it meant, and my dad made fun of the "hippies" I thought were cool who gave it to me. I chose then that I'd rather have worn the sticker and associated with them than with the person who couldn't tell me why not banning bombs was cooler or better. I stuck the sticker on the wooden headboard of my bunk bed, and I thought about how big the world was, and how there was so much I didn't know.I haven't been a vocal activist about anything for a long time. I've been barely-active in the most minimal ways -- signing petitions, writing to my MP from time to time, RTing things I stand for. Calling myself anti-fascist. Sending money to charities. But I've been deeply afraid of confrontation. Something, I don't really know what, probably a combination of complicated things, totally knocked the bravery out of me for years. And through that I dug myself into a huge guilty hole. I should be doing more. I could be doing more. On it went.So, if you're seeing a lot of noise from me this week and wondering where it's come from, it's because I'm back. I don't know where I've been, but I'm here; for Black and Minority Ethnic people, for my LGBTQIA+ family, for feminism, for the working class, for the underprivileged, for the marginalised. A fire has been lit and I'm ready to show up for you and for the future. I'm sorry to have waited this long. And I'm hoping it's not too little too late.Getting to this point was not something I did alone. Hundreds of activists, some of them might even read this, who actually show up and do the work have shown me that speaking up against injustice is not inappropriate or somehow diluting or diverting the message. Getting it wrong is nothing to be afraid of -- I just need to use my voices and my privilege for good, and educate myself so that I can learn from those mistakes.Other Stuff

(I read and bookmarked a lot more features than this this week but I'm going to roll them over to next week because this newsletter is already overlong. Sorry to anybody who wrote something amazing about food and drink this week that I've not included.)My Stuff

  • It was brilliant to chat to Jaega Wise, brewer, broadcaster and one of the busiest women in beer for Ferment magazine. I love it when interviews with beer folk move into topics of inclusion, gentrification, diversity and accessibility. Read it here.